i think the reasons my blogs are always unsuccessful is because i'm really uncomfortable with full disclosure. i know for a fact that no-one would read this and anyone who does probably doesn't give a shit. so maybe i'll try to venture out of my comfort zone and emit a spray of word vomit all over the internets.

school has been really fast lately. i don't know why but everything seems to be rushing past. of course i'm excited that it's flying by but i'm still bummed out about my social situation. as much as i appreciate certain people, i just don't feel like we fit in a friendship. so of course the question arises: should i stay around people who i don't feel fulfilled by (for only 8 more months) or do i move along and risk hurting their feelings? such an angsty teenage problem but unlike most teens at least i'm trying to show some compassion. i feel like i'm taking such a spineless route by sticking around but being distant in presence. lol HI, I'M A COWARDLY DOUCHEBAG.

what the hell is the deal with some people, though. we all have personal social boundries but arn't some common knowledge? like
random: 'lol r u nut eating bc u thinx it willz go 2 ur thighs'
me: ....:|
random:CHILLAX


WAT. do i know you? NO. so these personal 'jokes' are just like one giant ball of WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. i'm not offended you ass, i'm just shocked at the first words you've ever spoken to me. laff all u want but i will nut join the lolzexpress






omg posting this blog despite my anxiousness at people reading my ramblings ;-;